I’m never setting foot in that stupid lunch room ever again!
I got moved from 8th to 4th period lunch, the most crowded lunch period in the day. I had a great little crew in 8th period, but, my best friends also have 4th period lunch, so I thought I was set.
Well, the first day was a half day, and only one of my best friends was sitting with me, but that was okay because I was sitting with some other great people.
On the second day, after I got my lunch and walked to our table, no one was there. The worst part, on the table to right of ours, I saw my current crush sitting with all his friends. I had to sit alone. People where staring because of my hair, and I felt horrible. BUT, a girl I knew from middle school came up to me and asked if she would sit with me. That did make me feel a little better, but I still felt abounded.
Yesterday, I got my lunch and went to my table, very awkwardly. Things were already awkward because my current crush was there, but then I see my ex (who completely crush my heart) waling toward me, and I panicked. Our eyes kinda locked and I wanted to crawl under a rock. He ended up sitting on the table to the left of mine. I was so uncomfortable, I wanted to get up and leave, but that girl was there and I didn’t want to seem rude. So I stayed, but I swear my ex kept turning around to look at me! I wanted to die.
That was about the most uncomfortable, awkward, horrible 22 minutes of my life. Worst then that time I feel in the band room and sprained my ankle.
I just wish my friends had been there to make things a little less uncomfortable.
And the cherry on top: I have 5/6th period with my current crush. I had to sit in that class for 50 minutes and joke around. I felt so alone.
I’m not going to lunch today. I’m just going the band room to practice. I’ll just eat a granola bar 9th period or something.
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